Is This for REAL...!?!

news of 3 deaths this week... so saddening... One was of a JC band mate... it's truly scary how pple can just pass off... and I think it happened couple of weeks back... only knew it through a lost but found band mate of tht era...

On a lighter note... I need to know whether this is for real... I need to know if YOU are for real... If only there was some way to find out... without my being too obvious or being blatantly thick-skinned.

Most readers will not know what I'm driving at... I know though... (of course lah...)

It's been...

Wow... didn't realize it's been sooo long since i updated this... (maybe I've been too busy updating the other one... haha)

Been a bit sick every other day... one of those slight flu, then ok... slight indigestion, then ok... slight fever, cold, then ok... think my system's kinda topsy-turvy already!

Would like to thank the friends who celebrated my b'day with me... (yeah ok... it's like 3 weeks overdue...) Got interesting b'day notes to go with the prezzie... I'd never forget the msgs... heh ;) Especially the "most Charming man" thing...

Dunno why, workload kinda "reduced" but still feel like the busy-ness hasn't subsided... hmmm... i think i know why, maybe...

Still wondering about some things and well... carpe diem!?

Gotta play for a wedding this sat @ St. M's but... fingers are like hurting! - Elaine says it's rheumatism?! OMG, OMG, OMG... I dun wan!

2 dreamz... and a deifinite NO...

Bad dreams... bad... really bad... It wasn't scary or anything... but did i have to dream about him? argh...

Spent Sat playing games... almost rotted @ Cy's place... headed for supper before splurging $17 on cab home... sheesh...

Waited all week for Sunday... it was a huge let-down... very clearly a let-down. I headed for WM to get prezzies... I could get prezzies for those I needed to give them to! Headed to JE to meet lian and to Simei to mt J and K to get stuff for the gathering...

I swear I had a headache and could literally feel a fever kicking in on the eve of 3rd Jan... yes yes... what else could it be becuz of... of course it's allergy to ah hmmm... the job... ha.

Term started out reasonably... been in school till late yest and today... I really need someone to take over...

Tiring nights... but as stated... not exactly well rested...