Depressing Monday morning...

I really can't help it... I'm depressed... time to switch jobs? was just talking to a friend yesterday night... he said he never stayed in a job more than 4 or 5 years...becoz of the boredom and routine that sets in... so am i at tht stage now...? Am I utterly sick and tired of thinking up ideas for lesson planning and thinking up the billions of ways that on can teach the same thing? I think I need to retreat... I need a retreat... anyone wanna suggest something? I hate it that I'm so full of questions... questions that I dare not answer and dare not face... I do feel that I should try venturing out... a bit more first... before I settle for a stable job... (if there is anything stable in the first place) before my time runs out... but there again... there is nothing like familiarity... and the comfort zone... I suppose it's a matter of which we'd rather choose...

Children nowadays... eeeks...! whatever happened to the simplicities of life... the easy contentment? It's ridiculously scary how much material and worldly things kids chase after nowsdays.. ridiculous... the things they do... the type of disruption... the kind of problems they incessantly get themselves into... wat's all that about... wat're all these for...?

I wanna be attached to a school in Vietnam or Cambodia...! kids here are too brat... for me to take...!