WTF... (i don't understand y this entry is like that)

It's been several months... eeek...
The condition's back to haunt me... was my 2nd dream 2 nights ago a premonition of my illness or premature death of sorts?

I'm totally freaked out... totally... and this is not the only thing that I'm freaking out over...

I digress...

Just in case, all my 'voyeur' friends out there...
If ever I do lose it and leave this world - this is my wish...
I'm gonna leave my sister and my parents everything I own...
Donate the stuff they don't wish to keep to the Charities and to Kolap 4 in Cambodia...
To my friends, a bit of my heart have always gone out to you guys... and tht'll always be the case in memory, or otherwise...


Time to live life to the fullest...