Oh... wat the... wat do I think...?
It's freakin 1 am now... and I'm supposed to be awake again in 5 hours and be in school in like 6 hours' time... and... I can't bl**die sleep! it must be the 2++ hr nap i took earlier on... argh...
So things have been pretty messy... Very, very messy... both on the personal and work ends... bit by bit...
2nd day after stepping into school... i realize I've still got ONE Eng class to teach... and it had to be tht 'wonderful' class... argh... no... they're not the worst academically... in actual fact, as according to their PSLE aggregate, they're supposed to be one of the best around... eeeeeew... I don't like this situation... besides... I feel extremely cheated of my feelings... it's like... y promise and say tht everything's possible when in the first place u know freakin well that it isn't? y deceive urself and others along the way? anyways i got so darn fed-up with the news... tht... I spent the 3 whole hours of the 4+hour staff mtg smsing CY and the likes... and not bothering about wat was going on... no... i didn't do it openly... but I did make it known that I wasn't happy...
Presents wise... So far all the gift exchanges I went to so far... well... were really interesting... just had to state these... coincidences... fate?! haha... ok 1st exchange was in HK... with the NIESB pple... this new dependable friend I made... ZQ was purchasing this certain treble clef glass in front of us and was kinda like asking our opinion on whether it was suitable for the gift exchange... I frankly thought it was really suitable... esp. since all of us are musicians... and so... anyways, during the gift exchange, wat i bought (or rather wat min helped me get - supposed to be Ras's - ok complicated issue here... won't go into detail...) was given to ZQ and I in turn... received his... haha... we really didn't have to make the effort to turn up for the exchange, did we...? tht aside... New year/Christmas exchange @ CASH's place... i drew the number to the prezzie tht CY brought... and it's the long-awaited Stitch!!! It's small... and has only 4 legs... but... oh my... wat a coincidence! it's hanging on my prezzie to myself frm HK... an Agnis b. bag big enough to contain my flute... and accessories... received 2 other prezzies... tht I muz say... didn't really expect... frm WL and CS... WL gave me a box of bitter mints... tasty...! CS gave me a grand piano musical box (thx for the free movie again... and putting up with my nonsense...)ahhaha... I really need to complain to all these music box makers... wat's with musical boxes and 'Love Story'? this is the 2nd musical box i received in 6 months... with tht music in it... nonetheless.. it's the thought that counts... the grand piano itself made a statement... no need for the thing to be wound up... THX PPLE! - everyone whom I had intentionally or unintentionally received gifts from...
I'm back in that... I dunno wat to do mode again... Met up with Clare day after I came back frm HK the 28th... had a nice long talk @ Coffee Bean WM... He asked a qsn tht... I really started thinking about on 30th when I headed to school for staff mtg... maybe I should have given it a bit more thought when I was talking with him... to get more ideas of music biz... haha... oh well... he asked what I intended to do after my Bond with the Govt was over... (as i was still in a state of ignorance and bliss about my 2006 workload) I said i'd likely continue till 07 SYF and decide again... little did I know of the bomb tht would fall on me 2 days later... DANG! Now... I'm in a state of denial... confusion... watever... I'm so dead... cuz I'm soooo darn unprepared to do Eng Lang again...!
I dun like pple who lie... pple who dun tell the truth... is the truth so difficult to spill...? EEEW!
I shall attempt to sleep... again...
It's freakin 1 am now... and I'm supposed to be awake again in 5 hours and be in school in like 6 hours' time... and... I can't bl**die sleep! it must be the 2++ hr nap i took earlier on... argh...
So things have been pretty messy... Very, very messy... both on the personal and work ends... bit by bit...
2nd day after stepping into school... i realize I've still got ONE Eng class to teach... and it had to be tht 'wonderful' class... argh... no... they're not the worst academically... in actual fact, as according to their PSLE aggregate, they're supposed to be one of the best around... eeeeeew... I don't like this situation... besides... I feel extremely cheated of my feelings... it's like... y promise and say tht everything's possible when in the first place u know freakin well that it isn't? y deceive urself and others along the way? anyways i got so darn fed-up with the news... tht... I spent the 3 whole hours of the 4+hour staff mtg smsing CY and the likes... and not bothering about wat was going on... no... i didn't do it openly... but I did make it known that I wasn't happy...
Presents wise... So far all the gift exchanges I went to so far... well... were really interesting... just had to state these... coincidences... fate?! haha... ok 1st exchange was in HK... with the NIESB pple... this new dependable friend I made... ZQ was purchasing this certain treble clef glass in front of us and was kinda like asking our opinion on whether it was suitable for the gift exchange... I frankly thought it was really suitable... esp. since all of us are musicians... and so... anyways, during the gift exchange, wat i bought (or rather wat min helped me get - supposed to be Ras's - ok complicated issue here... won't go into detail...) was given to ZQ and I in turn... received his... haha... we really didn't have to make the effort to turn up for the exchange, did we...? tht aside... New year/Christmas exchange @ CASH's place... i drew the number to the prezzie tht CY brought... and it's the long-awaited Stitch!!! It's small... and has only 4 legs... but... oh my... wat a coincidence! it's hanging on my prezzie to myself frm HK... an Agnis b. bag big enough to contain my flute... and accessories... received 2 other prezzies... tht I muz say... didn't really expect... frm WL and CS... WL gave me a box of bitter mints... tasty...! CS gave me a grand piano musical box (thx for the free movie again... and putting up with my nonsense...)ahhaha... I really need to complain to all these music box makers... wat's with musical boxes and 'Love Story'? this is the 2nd musical box i received in 6 months... with tht music in it... nonetheless.. it's the thought that counts... the grand piano itself made a statement... no need for the thing to be wound up... THX PPLE! - everyone whom I had intentionally or unintentionally received gifts from...
I'm back in that... I dunno wat to do mode again... Met up with Clare day after I came back frm HK the 28th... had a nice long talk @ Coffee Bean WM... He asked a qsn tht... I really started thinking about on 30th when I headed to school for staff mtg... maybe I should have given it a bit more thought when I was talking with him... to get more ideas of music biz... haha... oh well... he asked what I intended to do after my Bond with the Govt was over... (as i was still in a state of ignorance and bliss about my 2006 workload) I said i'd likely continue till 07 SYF and decide again... little did I know of the bomb tht would fall on me 2 days later... DANG! Now... I'm in a state of denial... confusion... watever... I'm so dead... cuz I'm soooo darn unprepared to do Eng Lang again...!
I dun like pple who lie... pple who dun tell the truth... is the truth so difficult to spill...? EEEW!
I shall attempt to sleep... again...
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