My Ups and Downs

Saturday, November 19, 2005

SCH... SCH... SCH madness

Suddenly occurred to me this morning... that I'll be heading to the Conference Hall 3 times in 4 days...!!! Omigosh... is that good or is that good...? argh... anyways, the first was thurs night for thomson jazz... didn't realise there were so many familiar faces in the band itself... quite a surprise... our resident 'la1 bi2 xiao3 xing1' heard i was to accompany his goodfiend, the saxophonist for exam... and... decided to ask me in advance to accompany him next year...oh my... 2nd time to SCH... later tonight... for SAF Band & Orch perf... and then... 3rd time... NIE perf this Sunday...

Cal's exam on Fri noon was... erm... not too good... he's just hoping for the best... i headed to the shops after... shopped for a suit... i'm soooo gonna wear it for the next conducting stint... o/w i'll just wear it to school... considering I'll be in air-conditioned room Most of the Time... damage: $167... not too bad for a whole suit...

and back to the point of things happening for a reason... events and time... led to me having to 'show'/'bring' a stranger to her 'destination'... place and time and decisions made are all done for a reason... thus... there's a time and place for everything...?? I really hope so... I really hope so... now that my career path is more or less settled... gotta start working on my original priorities in life... "touch lives" - i know sound noble... but it's so... and hopefully to find someone I can truly love and be loved in return... but... the whole idea of "If you really love someone let the person go, and if the person comes back to you, you'd know that you're truly made for each other... if he doesn't come back to you, you were never actually meant to be with each other..." and "love is unselfish, love is kind, love bears no jealousy..." thing still don't quite sink in with me... Do these all mean i should wait, try, try even harder, or not try at all...? It can get really infuriating sometimes... and 'sometimes' has gotten more frequent in reason times...

CY... I actually dun mind doing the singing nun getting killed one by one thing... what's the story behind it? u have the recording...? and i dont think the rest of what you've suggested exists...

Recorded my own piano playing of a piece a colleague wrote...it turned out really really impressive! since when did my playing sound like that...? - so nice? besides, it was basically improv... but sounded suspiciously like some Kevin Kern work type of thing... hmmm... maybe that's why pple actually do come up to me after mass to inform me that I've played well for that mass... or to thank me for playing... no wonder... no wonder... shall not be too ego here... but it's my blog - I get to say wat i want about myself don't I...? You don't have to agree with me with regards to my own perspective of myself... haha...

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