Mid-week Crisis... or not...

Had a first period with a sec 4 normal technical class... these people soooo can't follow instructions! Finger positions had to be taught like 3 times... after that still got fellas ask me, 'where is ... note huh?'... wah! felt like slapping those fellas!

To my great surprise and relief... I do not have any relief class today... which means I've about 3 hrs to do what I need to do... yeah! Today's the lightest day... even if the relief were to be added in... I'm so savouring this time.

My mum still angry with me... Have to msg her to apologize... I know she got reason to be angry/sad/whatever... but this time she really has to trust my decision and judgement... (for those of you who are wondering if it has to do with eloping/getting a tattoo/getting married/or even plastic surgery... think again... do i ever do such drastic things?) I usually say things... I don't really 'act' on them... (oh no..... I'm beginning to sound like someone I really hate.... I hate myself...??? EGADS!)

I always say I don't care.... if.... if... if.... (whatever thing happens), but seriously, deep down (or rather, not so deep down), I already know it's otherwise... whether it's work or personal stuff... it's the same... I react the same way... pple who really knoe me know that I'm like that...