What the hell...???

Been scolding the bunch of choristers... can't stand the "couldn't care less" attitude... there again... can they help it? argh... things are sometimes so infuriating...

Much has happened... and i'm really beginning not to bother too much anymore... actually i still DO care... a lot... but i'm just sick and tired of being the one who cares... does nobody else bother... anymore...?

I need to run away... far far far away... and maybe never come back... ever...