Dang... I forgot...

that there is a time difference between SG and Cambodia...
Sheesh... I should have told Saveng to meet me @ 8pm instead...

Terrible headache now... thinking of doing up ethnic music worksheets but... with a throbbing headache how on earth?

Ok, so I heard just a few hours ago that the party to head to NZ @ the end of the year may be off becuz ONE of the party has decided to head to Greece and may not have enough leave for NZ... oh well, no comments - somehow I had the feeling something would come up (so sue me for thinking this way...)

And just off the record...

nothing to do with the earlier section of the post...
Somehow, I've learnt not to take agreements too seriously anymore...
I guess life hardens a person, so much so that no matter how one might try,
One finds it too difficult to trust in anyone anymore.

And that's exactly what I feel now.
Too many things have happened... some of which i probably brought upon myself, but whatever the case, it has come to a point that I've become so overly protective of my own feelings and too afraid of getting hurt, I don't think I'll be able to really put myself out there to really love my friends unconditionally... because I wouldn't know if it's gonna be so negligible to them...

Ok, so it's my dumb personality type that makes me this way... I don't like this feeling either, trust me...