Breaking up is hard to do...
No... if you're wondering, this has nothing to do with a current, past or future BGR(s)... or the lack of... It's ALL Souls' Day today. Just went for mass and came home... was just thinking about how pple come and go in my life... how groups of pple step in and out... and just before the make the ultimate exit out of my life and me out of theirs, contacts lessen, less mtg up... less, less, less... less everything... until they make the grand exit and no more... contacts... in a way, i guess, this is lucky for me... why? cuz I'm tht kind who finds it difficult to find really close friends... so once I'm able to open up to certain pple, there's a tendency to depend on them... (maybe too much, maybe... watever) watever the case, esp, if there is a lot of hanging around together for like a week or so, and in close proximity... tendency to be really close and trusting the person is like high... therefore... breaking up is hard to do...
Sunday was a reasonable day... didn't do very much other then go sing in church... still trying to do Eine Kleine...
Monday... yowser! attempted to pack table... did manage to...have several neat piles of papers on my table... as opposed to the 'dump'... oh well... but didn't manage to finish it... headed home for a rest... decided to msg some pple to see if they're interested to catch a movie... well, did catch a movie... @ cineleisure... dreamship surprise... it was one of those things i felt i needed to do... catch a movie... so thank God for the company... (was supposed to head to K-oke with a few others... just didn't feel like being in the company of pple I'm not too comfortable with... actually it's just ONE... nvm...)
Tuesday... Deepavali Holiday!!! and... All Saints' Day... sang for morning mass... headed for like a suuuper long b-fast/lunch thingy with a bunch of choir pple... msged a number of pple about mtg up in the morning to try my luck... didn't fancy heading to town to get books and head home... my Godson's parents replied... so we met up for a late lunch @ dan ryan's... so sinful... had an oyster shot... wha... good! as usual... there was just too much food... 3 not so young pple can't eat so much anymore... we, 3 and me Godson walked down the Orchard Boulevard... see pictures...
(Hey Desi... I knoe u msged me... sorry ah... tht's y make it up to u tmr... tong hua and tennis... siao lohz!)
Headed to Plaza Sing to pick up my pupils' books... and find more suitable materials... whoa... heavy! lucky didn't have to carry them too far... passed it to the 'beloved' friend i was mtg after... such a gentleman... always help me carry my shopping... thanks huh, chok...! dinner... and my 4th meal of the day (my, my... I 've turned into such a glutton!) in Marche... put too small eaters together... shared like 3 dishes of stuff... just reminds me of the time i was there with crystal and colleagues... rosti and calamari are like the definitive 'must-haves' at Marche... I wonder why... been some time since we'd spoken lah... so it was kinda nice catching up...
Today was like such a bore... had to attend a dept mtg which i can't bring myself to pay much attention about... becoz... why should i if it is unlikely tht i teach tht subject again nxt year? I hate it... got plenty more things to do... still stuck with eine kleine... wat happened to all the short-cut keys for finale?! when did it get sooo complicated?! sigh...
No... if you're wondering, this has nothing to do with a current, past or future BGR(s)... or the lack of... It's ALL Souls' Day today. Just went for mass and came home... was just thinking about how pple come and go in my life... how groups of pple step in and out... and just before the make the ultimate exit out of my life and me out of theirs, contacts lessen, less mtg up... less, less, less... less everything... until they make the grand exit and no more... contacts... in a way, i guess, this is lucky for me... why? cuz I'm tht kind who finds it difficult to find really close friends... so once I'm able to open up to certain pple, there's a tendency to depend on them... (maybe too much, maybe... watever) watever the case, esp, if there is a lot of hanging around together for like a week or so, and in close proximity... tendency to be really close and trusting the person is like high... therefore... breaking up is hard to do...
Sunday was a reasonable day... didn't do very much other then go sing in church... still trying to do Eine Kleine...
Monday... yowser! attempted to pack table... did manage to...have several neat piles of papers on my table... as opposed to the 'dump'... oh well... but didn't manage to finish it... headed home for a rest... decided to msg some pple to see if they're interested to catch a movie... well, did catch a movie... @ cineleisure... dreamship surprise... it was one of those things i felt i needed to do... catch a movie... so thank God for the company... (was supposed to head to K-oke with a few others... just didn't feel like being in the company of pple I'm not too comfortable with... actually it's just ONE... nvm...)
Tuesday... Deepavali Holiday!!! and... All Saints' Day... sang for morning mass... headed for like a suuuper long b-fast/lunch thingy with a bunch of choir pple... msged a number of pple about mtg up in the morning to try my luck... didn't fancy heading to town to get books and head home... my Godson's parents replied... so we met up for a late lunch @ dan ryan's... so sinful... had an oyster shot... wha... good! as usual... there was just too much food... 3 not so young pple can't eat so much anymore... we, 3 and me Godson walked down the Orchard Boulevard... see pictures...
(Hey Desi... I knoe u msged me... sorry ah... tht's y make it up to u tmr... tong hua and tennis... siao lohz!)
Headed to Plaza Sing to pick up my pupils' books... and find more suitable materials... whoa... heavy! lucky didn't have to carry them too far... passed it to the 'beloved' friend i was mtg after... such a gentleman... always help me carry my shopping... thanks huh, chok...! dinner... and my 4th meal of the day (my, my... I 've turned into such a glutton!) in Marche... put too small eaters together... shared like 3 dishes of stuff... just reminds me of the time i was there with crystal and colleagues... rosti and calamari are like the definitive 'must-haves' at Marche... I wonder why... been some time since we'd spoken lah... so it was kinda nice catching up...
Today was like such a bore... had to attend a dept mtg which i can't bring myself to pay much attention about... becoz... why should i if it is unlikely tht i teach tht subject again nxt year? I hate it... got plenty more things to do... still stuck with eine kleine... wat happened to all the short-cut keys for finale?! when did it get sooo complicated?! sigh...

1 Comments:
just don't shut any of your friends out, even if they 'seem' to shut u out. you'll never know if its just a phase or not.
anyways. in the end nobody went karaoke lor!!!! sheesh.
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gypsiedreamer, at Thursday, November 03, 2005 10:18:00 PM
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