Bleh... disgusting... puke puke puke...
After 2 school days of not doing admin work, today... was terrible! Sat at table for like 7 whole hours... keying and computing all sorts of marks, results, comments, remarks... blah... utterly and tremendously disgusting...
To start off with, becoz was bzy with wedding and was so dead tired over the weekend, did very very little work. Finally sat down at the end of yesterday, after 2 x 22 pieces of comments/remarks... to try and do another 40! yucks... so what if there were 'helping phrases' and all that? How on Earth is a '*&^' actually **listic if in the first place we're not allowed to write anything negative, or real, for that matter? it's not that I want to give negative remarks... it's just that it's practically impossible and ridiculous to state the good points - if any in the first place, of any person... considering that most of the time we see the 'bad', 'rude', 'disgusting' side... I felt so disgusted trying to formulate comments... making them as real as i possibly can... I feel disgusted with the act itself...! Puke... CY knows how terribly disgusted I was... it's to the point of 'e3 xin1'... can't stand myself doing it... so FAKE!
So it was remarks time... and this time need like 60 words... I gave up half-way through... couldn't take it... just simply whack and go to the next person... then I found out have to do the pupil qualities thingy... and then the CME grade... and all the other nonsense...
Well... I had to finish everything today... cuz will not be in school again tmr... and they kinda expect tht teachers are super humans!?!? sometimes i really wished I was 1... then i can really do what i really need to finish...
Anyways, ONE down... a few more to go... have to put up the promised repertoire for next year's concerts by Thurs... also have to get CDs burnt... for Thurs nite... can't find my Kevin Kern CD... so sad...! I need it! Did I leave it in school and forgotten about it? I thought I looked through the load of things on my table... hmm... Yes can hardly see wat colour my table top actually is... definitely need to clear stuff... should have whole of Mon and Wed morning to settle things like that and to make copies of my new scores... hopefully amidst all the 'trash' on my table, I get to find some 'buried treasure'... (yum)... still waiting for the perfect moment to try the caramel apple drink at CBTL... (hope it'll remind me of LA Disneyland)... oh! that reminds me... I want a 6-legged Stitch... hope I rem to ask Ras to help me get from HK Disneyland...
Sometimes, I think some people are just absolutely numb to other pple's feelings and emotions... I won't say too much here... But can't pple tell a sarcasm when they see or hear one? I mean, sure, you have all the right to act blur... and I don't have to bother so much about it... I told myself I won't bet on it... I really won't... it's only a book... there are other ways and means to get it... not from you... bleh...
After 2 school days of not doing admin work, today... was terrible! Sat at table for like 7 whole hours... keying and computing all sorts of marks, results, comments, remarks... blah... utterly and tremendously disgusting...
To start off with, becoz was bzy with wedding and was so dead tired over the weekend, did very very little work. Finally sat down at the end of yesterday, after 2 x 22 pieces of comments/remarks... to try and do another 40! yucks... so what if there were 'helping phrases' and all that? How on Earth is a '*&^' actually **listic if in the first place we're not allowed to write anything negative, or real, for that matter? it's not that I want to give negative remarks... it's just that it's practically impossible and ridiculous to state the good points - if any in the first place, of any person... considering that most of the time we see the 'bad', 'rude', 'disgusting' side... I felt so disgusted trying to formulate comments... making them as real as i possibly can... I feel disgusted with the act itself...! Puke... CY knows how terribly disgusted I was... it's to the point of 'e3 xin1'... can't stand myself doing it... so FAKE!
So it was remarks time... and this time need like 60 words... I gave up half-way through... couldn't take it... just simply whack and go to the next person... then I found out have to do the pupil qualities thingy... and then the CME grade... and all the other nonsense...
Well... I had to finish everything today... cuz will not be in school again tmr... and they kinda expect tht teachers are super humans!?!? sometimes i really wished I was 1... then i can really do what i really need to finish...
Anyways, ONE down... a few more to go... have to put up the promised repertoire for next year's concerts by Thurs... also have to get CDs burnt... for Thurs nite... can't find my Kevin Kern CD... so sad...! I need it! Did I leave it in school and forgotten about it? I thought I looked through the load of things on my table... hmm... Yes can hardly see wat colour my table top actually is... definitely need to clear stuff... should have whole of Mon and Wed morning to settle things like that and to make copies of my new scores... hopefully amidst all the 'trash' on my table, I get to find some 'buried treasure'... (yum)... still waiting for the perfect moment to try the caramel apple drink at CBTL... (hope it'll remind me of LA Disneyland)... oh! that reminds me... I want a 6-legged Stitch... hope I rem to ask Ras to help me get from HK Disneyland...
Sometimes, I think some people are just absolutely numb to other pple's feelings and emotions... I won't say too much here... But can't pple tell a sarcasm when they see or hear one? I mean, sure, you have all the right to act blur... and I don't have to bother so much about it... I told myself I won't bet on it... I really won't... it's only a book... there are other ways and means to get it... not from you... bleh...
posted by lesmjuzycyan at
12:15 PM
1 Comments:
dunno. i think sarcasm is very difficult to get. esp when in text form. i'm super lousy one u know. maybe whoever u r referring to also not that gd lor.
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Anonymous, at Wednesday, October 26, 2005 8:51:00 PM
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