Tired… Sleepy… everything…

I don't know if it's the effect of the late Sat night, or yesterday's heat… I'm sooooo tired! Thank God for the 1st 2 free periods this morning… I could at least rest my eyes and not think about things… Didn't exactly fall asleep though.

The performance late yesterday afternoon was pretty well-received. That morning, Alvin msged me about some party of his which I decided not to attend, since I hardly knew any of his other friends… I didn't feel like socialising… neither did I actually want to be in the company of the people I actually went to dinner with, but since the alternative was to go for Alvin's party or to go home, I decided to head to Suntec with the usual 2 guys and a handful of others… (it's the others I don't really like to mix around with…) not gonna state any reasons here… just not my kind of company that's all…

Do I really enjoy going through the motion of teaching? esp, music...? when these pupils don't appreciate anything beyond their 'narrow-minded view' of what they think music is... exposure to any other types of music beyond their expectations and view is considered 'lame' and 'boring' to quote most responses from them. Wow... this is what I have to face as a music educator?... that I have to face their 'insulting remarks' and 'incredulous thoughts' about music that I try to introduce to them - for exposure, knowledge, whatever... gosh... I'm beginning to hate this professio because of this... sigh sigh sigh!