Making matters worse...
Initially i had wanted to put in the Turkey updates here - but i can't find my notebook!
So now, it's just a super LONG rant about some things that happened recently.
One can hardly believe such things could happen in church?
The last time we properly talked was perhaps about a month ago.
Since then, things have taken a huge turn for the worse.
Much of the things here, I didn’t actually hear from the person himself. But just to name a few, here’s the load of crap that I really can’t stand. We used to be so close… Now I know he is just ONLY a wolf in sheep clothing. I wouldn’t say that I was dumb enough to not see through it earlier… perhaps I chose not to.
1) He made a comment about how a particular song should be sung. About how the tempo I took was too slow and the whole song wasn’t grand enough. I was insistent and 2 days later, he sent me a msg, the entire Refrain from tht song he thought was too slowly done, was being typed out and sent to me! Then there was this WHOLE debate about the style of the song and the tempo and how grand it was supposed to be. On top of that he suggested I listen to a recording of the song cuz that was how he learnt from the MASTERs of the music world… I was like F**K?? First u insult me then after that u teach me to learn and listen??? F**K u…
2) Just a few weeks ago, according to this “messenger” person, he labelled me as a COP conductor. As in, he was looking at my style of conducting and interpretation, then he said, no wonder her choir COP standard. Wah tmd… I’m fuming ok?!? The fact they can sound like that already not bad… What kind of pple did I get? F**K how dare he make such comments… And about me, who is supposedly a friend? F*kin cockroach. Some more, I believe he said that before we actually made apptmt to see Sam playing and go shopping… TMD TMD TMD….!
3) Just a Sunday ago, after conducting a piece, I thought was slightly slow to my liking, but just went ahead first anyway, this “messenger” person told me that things were a bit too slow. I agreed and I took it faster the next round. And wat happened after that rehearsal? This Idiot sent a msg saying that wah, I listen to this guy… very good so asked me to ask this guy more for hints to make things neater with regards to another piece. Bloody hell… insult me again.
4) just a couple of Sundays ago, a lady came in and asked for a representative of the choir for the Feast day concert. Nobody wanted to take that arrow. But ultimately I had to give her the answer. Idiot of a lady complained to THT idiot about this and made tht IDIOT call me and Send Emails to me about how we should ALL try and work things out together… (thus implying that we, me and my messenger – are not co-operating with her!)
5) There was a rehearsal on Sat night. I didn’t make it for that one. Some pple informed him that because they were there that night, there were not going to be there on Sunday… Wah!! Like that also can? And he doesn’t give a damn about it! Win! So much for attendance. Huh!
6) A few pple have indicated interests and then dropped out of the festive choir. He didn’t bother to check why they made tht decision. And just took it as … “Watever happens” and “work with whatever we have”… IDIOT… he is not the one conducting – he say such things EASY! F*K
7) During another rehearsal, he came up to me and suggested I do some things to the piece. I just went and do it lor… whatever he wants… I didn’t want to waste rehearsal time arguing with him and couldn’t be bothered about things already. I wasn’t in the mood to talk to him.
8) Some days back, some choir leaders had to attend a meeting and after that Fr spoke to me about the seating arrangement. I suggested a newer place and I spoke to him the day after about it. I succeeded. 2 days after “convincing” fr, I got this msg from K. “Wat else? Hmmm… need to congratulate you as you managed to convince fr on the seating location. I’ve failed so leh. You really solid and thoughtful negotiator. Btw, after God of All Grace, you don’t want to sing the postlude right? I’ll use the precious opportunity slot for something else then.” TMD… if he doesn’t understand when I use sarcasm against him, he can’t assume I don’t know he was being freaking sarcastic lor! Gosh… what an IDIOT.
9) There was this whole provision of score = giving musicians dignity kind of thing. I was Cced in the Mail, obviously cuz he wanted to use it against me. Guess wat, it just makes him look even STUPIDER. Can u imagine, when I told my Band friends about this whole situation, they all FLIPPED!… with laughter. How dumb he is who knows not that he knows not…
10) He was the one who SO highly recommended me into this dumb post which I didn't want to take up in the first place - see a few posts before or in the livejournal one about insecurities and stuff... Now he comes and insult me just because of a few comments? Oh goodness... Trash, trash, trash... It's all just TRASH! He seems to like stabbing himself in the FOOT!
I think there were just too many things. I think I’ve noted less than half. There again, am I just being petty and egoistic? I doubt it.
On the sideline, If I were to die tmr, would you care?
Initially i had wanted to put in the Turkey updates here - but i can't find my notebook!
So now, it's just a super LONG rant about some things that happened recently.
One can hardly believe such things could happen in church?
The last time we properly talked was perhaps about a month ago.
Since then, things have taken a huge turn for the worse.
Much of the things here, I didn’t actually hear from the person himself. But just to name a few, here’s the load of crap that I really can’t stand. We used to be so close… Now I know he is just ONLY a wolf in sheep clothing. I wouldn’t say that I was dumb enough to not see through it earlier… perhaps I chose not to.
1) He made a comment about how a particular song should be sung. About how the tempo I took was too slow and the whole song wasn’t grand enough. I was insistent and 2 days later, he sent me a msg, the entire Refrain from tht song he thought was too slowly done, was being typed out and sent to me! Then there was this WHOLE debate about the style of the song and the tempo and how grand it was supposed to be. On top of that he suggested I listen to a recording of the song cuz that was how he learnt from the MASTERs of the music world… I was like F**K?? First u insult me then after that u teach me to learn and listen??? F**K u…
2) Just a few weeks ago, according to this “messenger” person, he labelled me as a COP conductor. As in, he was looking at my style of conducting and interpretation, then he said, no wonder her choir COP standard. Wah tmd… I’m fuming ok?!? The fact they can sound like that already not bad… What kind of pple did I get? F**K how dare he make such comments… And about me, who is supposedly a friend? F*kin cockroach. Some more, I believe he said that before we actually made apptmt to see Sam playing and go shopping… TMD TMD TMD….!
3) Just a Sunday ago, after conducting a piece, I thought was slightly slow to my liking, but just went ahead first anyway, this “messenger” person told me that things were a bit too slow. I agreed and I took it faster the next round. And wat happened after that rehearsal? This Idiot sent a msg saying that wah, I listen to this guy… very good so asked me to ask this guy more for hints to make things neater with regards to another piece. Bloody hell… insult me again.
4) just a couple of Sundays ago, a lady came in and asked for a representative of the choir for the Feast day concert. Nobody wanted to take that arrow. But ultimately I had to give her the answer. Idiot of a lady complained to THT idiot about this and made tht IDIOT call me and Send Emails to me about how we should ALL try and work things out together… (thus implying that we, me and my messenger – are not co-operating with her!)
5) There was a rehearsal on Sat night. I didn’t make it for that one. Some pple informed him that because they were there that night, there were not going to be there on Sunday… Wah!! Like that also can? And he doesn’t give a damn about it! Win! So much for attendance. Huh!
6) A few pple have indicated interests and then dropped out of the festive choir. He didn’t bother to check why they made tht decision. And just took it as … “Watever happens” and “work with whatever we have”… IDIOT… he is not the one conducting – he say such things EASY! F*K
7) During another rehearsal, he came up to me and suggested I do some things to the piece. I just went and do it lor… whatever he wants… I didn’t want to waste rehearsal time arguing with him and couldn’t be bothered about things already. I wasn’t in the mood to talk to him.
8) Some days back, some choir leaders had to attend a meeting and after that Fr spoke to me about the seating arrangement. I suggested a newer place and I spoke to him the day after about it. I succeeded. 2 days after “convincing” fr, I got this msg from K. “Wat else? Hmmm… need to congratulate you as you managed to convince fr on the seating location. I’ve failed so leh. You really solid and thoughtful negotiator. Btw, after God of All Grace, you don’t want to sing the postlude right? I’ll use the precious opportunity slot for something else then.” TMD… if he doesn’t understand when I use sarcasm against him, he can’t assume I don’t know he was being freaking sarcastic lor! Gosh… what an IDIOT.
9) There was this whole provision of score = giving musicians dignity kind of thing. I was Cced in the Mail, obviously cuz he wanted to use it against me. Guess wat, it just makes him look even STUPIDER. Can u imagine, when I told my Band friends about this whole situation, they all FLIPPED!… with laughter. How dumb he is who knows not that he knows not…
10) He was the one who SO highly recommended me into this dumb post which I didn't want to take up in the first place - see a few posts before or in the livejournal one about insecurities and stuff... Now he comes and insult me just because of a few comments? Oh goodness... Trash, trash, trash... It's all just TRASH! He seems to like stabbing himself in the FOOT!
I think there were just too many things. I think I’ve noted less than half. There again, am I just being petty and egoistic? I doubt it.
On the sideline, If I were to die tmr, would you care?
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