I'm not interested
I seriously don't need treats... bigger or otherwise...
Do you not know that all I really want is just a bit of love and concern from you...? sigh...
On other things... I've decided, if i'm meant to, I'll stay and aim for 2011...
29 March came and went... there were good parts, there were also, unfortunately, quite a tonne of screw-ups... (my piano parts were fine) i'm just glad there's a nice long break. The usual gang didn't make plans for supper/dinner tht night, so since Jer was there, made plans to have dinner together with him instead...
Went for quite a number of adjudications... in the week... interesting stuff happening... but also, i think it was a bit odd. Anyways, i'm seriously glad tht the Silver came down... of course, if it complicates matters a bit, oh well... i can't keep saving ur ass u know...? Time to think a bit more about ur future eh?
Asked Jer out on Thurs... unfortunately he wasn't free... but at 8pm, i knew why it was the case... I was meant to be free to mt up with D who msged me close to 8... he was at St. Mary's for mass and i walked over to church after lessons to mt up w him (with the idea of picking up scores as well)... only to find out tht i couldn't grab wat i wanted to grab, only to find out tht Kev, Fr JW and Leo were discussing stuff and somehow i got roped-into the discussion... and i also managed to get a word/conversation with Daniel our sound guy... so all in all... there was a big reason that Jer couldn't make supper. Discussed quite a bit of things with D over his school band stuff and all... didn't realise how poisonous some pple can be... sigh...
Easter Vigil came and went too... plenty of good comments... frm Fr and those around... of course, got screw-ups and all... unfortunate singing incidents with 2 psalmists... 1 beat-less, pulse-less person and 1 screecher... most of the other things went reasonably smoothly... (if there were fewer indian chiefs around.... if only... maybe things may have been smoother and a bit more pleasant?)
Met up w Kev last night... over jap dinner... talked about easter and stuff... there were a lot of 'IF's... and the bottom line... "I don't like politics, I don't do politics and I detest politics" apparently wat i saw as political, didn't seem to be the same to him... i have no idea why... the other point tht was to be led frm the discussion... "If Fr asks u to conduct parish feast day...?"
I hate it when I issue an ultimatum but still take it back... I used the word "never"... as in it'll never happen again.... "IT" being something tht happened... but... i'm not so sure now... maybe wat happens on 8 May will be the deciding factor? I've always set high standards for things that i do... is it so difficult to understand that I COULD actually be disappointed with myself?
I seriously don't need treats... bigger or otherwise...
Do you not know that all I really want is just a bit of love and concern from you...? sigh...
On other things... I've decided, if i'm meant to, I'll stay and aim for 2011...
29 March came and went... there were good parts, there were also, unfortunately, quite a tonne of screw-ups... (my piano parts were fine) i'm just glad there's a nice long break. The usual gang didn't make plans for supper/dinner tht night, so since Jer was there, made plans to have dinner together with him instead...
Went for quite a number of adjudications... in the week... interesting stuff happening... but also, i think it was a bit odd. Anyways, i'm seriously glad tht the Silver came down... of course, if it complicates matters a bit, oh well... i can't keep saving ur ass u know...? Time to think a bit more about ur future eh?
Asked Jer out on Thurs... unfortunately he wasn't free... but at 8pm, i knew why it was the case... I was meant to be free to mt up with D who msged me close to 8... he was at St. Mary's for mass and i walked over to church after lessons to mt up w him (with the idea of picking up scores as well)... only to find out tht i couldn't grab wat i wanted to grab, only to find out tht Kev, Fr JW and Leo were discussing stuff and somehow i got roped-into the discussion... and i also managed to get a word/conversation with Daniel our sound guy... so all in all... there was a big reason that Jer couldn't make supper. Discussed quite a bit of things with D over his school band stuff and all... didn't realise how poisonous some pple can be... sigh...
Easter Vigil came and went too... plenty of good comments... frm Fr and those around... of course, got screw-ups and all... unfortunate singing incidents with 2 psalmists... 1 beat-less, pulse-less person and 1 screecher... most of the other things went reasonably smoothly... (if there were fewer indian chiefs around.... if only... maybe things may have been smoother and a bit more pleasant?)
Met up w Kev last night... over jap dinner... talked about easter and stuff... there were a lot of 'IF's... and the bottom line... "I don't like politics, I don't do politics and I detest politics" apparently wat i saw as political, didn't seem to be the same to him... i have no idea why... the other point tht was to be led frm the discussion... "If Fr asks u to conduct parish feast day...?"
I hate it when I issue an ultimatum but still take it back... I used the word "never"... as in it'll never happen again.... "IT" being something tht happened... but... i'm not so sure now... maybe wat happens on 8 May will be the deciding factor? I've always set high standards for things that i do... is it so difficult to understand that I COULD actually be disappointed with myself?
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