It's freakin 5 am...

and what am i doing??? blogging...! Why? Cuz... I can't, can't, can't get myself to sleep! - Trust me, i tried really hard... but... i still couldn't get to sleep... Times like tht i wished i had friends in a totally different time-zone whom i could buzz and chat with the entire night. (Can't count P cuz he's not THT close, and well, pple gotta study right...?)

Anyways, perhaps i did some things and had too many thoughts in my head before i tried getting to sleep... and now i'm like in zombie world... so nothing's in order... it's just "thought-diarrhea" now...
the suspects - Was it...
1) a big drink of grape soda from MOS i had at about 10pm the night before... - i'm gonna stay away frm that even if it were the last drink on Earth if that's really the cause.
2) a game i d/l and played... - i don't think it can be this...
3) looked through Esplanade's October prog and was REALLY psyched about - Vienna Boys coming to town and Murray Perahia's Solo Recital... drool... - Cannot be right?? How crazy am i to be havin insomnia because of this.
4) made a decision - i thought concluded already, turns out maybe i'm having doubts again... - again this darn problem...? sheesh...
5) The swim in the early afternoon?
6) or the teh-o kosong over lunch???
7) The "duo exam" later today? - which is v unlikely cuz even the time i had my LTCL and gr 8 flute exam back-to-back, i was sleeping really well...

Or was it just a freaking combination of all those things huh?

So maybe, individually each point was just a minor thing... all added up together become major thing... argh... can't wait for 11pm tonight when i'm gonna just (i hope) plonk on me bed and sleep! Feeling like Panda now...