Performing to Fullhouse...

To a certain extent, i do wish to re-play tht particular experience again. It was wonderful. Am glad tht I had such an experience and am part of the team that experienced it.

On the down-side...
I like the music-making - definitely of a certain level of musical intellect, however, i dunno how much more of heading to the same place with the same group of pple i can take. I don't think i know anybody anymore... and i don't think i want to bother to know how or why... I think i have serious group dynamic issues... and i think i'm being insecure again. Can't help it... i always have this idea i'm not wanted / needed... or just an extra to fill some space... watever.

And as i'm typing this... that "sian" thing is here again. I always feel i'm slighted. It's not Christian to feel this way... and i'm supposed to love everyone like a brother or a sister... but... can't help it.

Anyways, i don't like it if pple ask "how u r" when obviously how u r really doesn't matter... and it was just all for the sake of asking... wat do u think? So much for me being a language major...