Unexpressed Thoughts...

Yep, we "finally" managed to meet up for a simple lunch...
Unfortunately - for me... brought back memories and feelings i thought i had forgotten and lost...
Why was there a need to tell me u were just thinking how long ago it was tht we last met for ensemble? Why? Because of what you said...
There were a few things i then wanted to tell you, but since you expressed that it may be bad news, i held back. I don't suppose it would have made much of a difference? I figure there is a presence of your "other half" by now... whoever that other half may be... I don't think i wish to know or wish to find out... lest i be broken in bits yet again... due to erhmmm unforeseen conclusions...?

Anyways, i do wish i could be there to support... but maybe it's a good thing i can't do so... not that i don't wish to... but i really can't... ganbatte ne...

Totally gone... lost...
Do you know that U are not the only one feeling depressed?