How awe-inspiring...!

Months back, I was thinking of leaving as i don't find much joy in being there anymore... So, just 1 week away frm the big event that i thought would be my final one as an official member, something reached out and pulled me back in... no, it was a combination of several factors.

Easter's one reason... Yes, i shall learn to look life frm another angle from now on... i have to and i want to...
Having seen a person full of musical passion conducting with such vigour... i wonder to myself, how could i have possibly lost the meaning of music... i know i enjoy it... i know i love it... I've just forgotten the real meaning behind music-making... I tell my students but i don't know it anymore. It's great I was exposed to this today. It's great that I'd be able to be playing under the directorship of this person.

Music and intellect DOES go together... and i realise that I need the intellectual part to keep me going and to keep me understanding... I think some kind of furthering my studies would be good... now i need to think of wat i want to do... is studying the way to go or is it just another way to cover a void?

Anyways... Happy Easter to one and all!