A 3rd resignation... (2nd installation)

It would have been too obvious if I'd dumped this here immediately after the "event". So here it is...

I missed out on the "usual" stuff that day as there was something else i had to attend. So everything that I knew about the situation was from the "usual suspects" and Complainer. Let's shorten tht to C.

Obviously, C was there together with the jin gang. I wasn't. I was somewhere through one of my puzzle games tht night when an MSN msg came in...C immediately went on to describe the messiness of the situation and how some pple do not have the sense to behave sensibly in any situation. I really had nothing to say... cuz i'm in no position to do anything. and... unfortunately ALL i could think off was - just leave it lah... everybody don't want to care, pretend not to care or whatever... I don't really wanna care either o/w become my responsibility. Besides, the sudden influx of the uninitiated doesn't really help situation as it is... especially since the initiated refuse to do anything about it or were never in the position to act on it anyways. So bottomline - not really anybody's fault... and definitely nobody's responsibility?

I'm sick and tired of the situation... totally... i refused to be pulled into it...

My thumb's not tht great, am now risking it's survival by prac-ing Debussy... i miss being able to prac Chopin and Bach... but i think i better stay off these 2 now... before i really kill it. Besides, tht ass of an ache on my Left hand, palm and 5th finger area seems to be acting up again... i wonder if there was ever a time the ache wasn't there...