I should have known this was just too good to be true...

Life's just full of petty little quirks ain't it? I can't say i enjoyed the last week... spent so "unpurposefully"... especially in school - sighz. Something made it even worse... but if i put it down in black and white here, it may mean that i'd never get over it. Therefore, I shall not.

I shall hold my head high and be the musician and music educator that i am. I just hope and pray i be true to my vocation and my integrity for my length of time in this profession. I need more pupils - They've gotta come by right? They have to. I've decided - by November i should be able to hit my target number and to have 2 or 3 standby to buffer the drop-out rate (if any - touch wood, knock wood, tap wood).

All i can really do now, with the bit of spare time I have - to concentrate on getting my pieces and my technique sorted out. It's timely that i leave now... It is a good time. I don't know whether I'm just trying so hard to convince myself about that or whatever, but, if I don't believe in myself, nobody would!