My Ups and Downs

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Yet... Even More depression... of sorts...

Friday was a pretty hectic day... for the morning at least... running here and there from class to class... So far the best day of the week (because the weekend's in 12 hours???) in terms of teaching classes... have no idea why, but all of a sudden the 3 Ts are beginning to behave themselves a bit more... and the other music classes, are sooo angelic... if only everyday felt like this.

Finally finished my budgets for 2006 and sent them to my A/cs person and managed to leave school by 3... what a nice change. I shall attempt to leave school by 3 everyday next week... I've already paid more than my dues... no need to stay in school any longer than required esp. during this period...

Supper was at Al-Ameen as usual... food quality seems to be dropping... oh no... Or are we too used to Coffee Club / Phin's at Cineleisure...? Some silly jokes came up over the supper and the drive back... Shall not leak out too much on them...

After heading to Six Ave, 'ta paoed' some pumpkin cake thing home... (finally found it on my way out earlier...! so headed back to that place to buy... I'd been trying to find the stall that sell the wonderful kueh kueh thing for ages!) Had to teach piano at 2plus today... pupil couldn't get up in time for morning lesson... Headed to church after that to play... finally I'm getting the hang of playing the 'Gloria' and 'Holy, holy'... prob should still go for choir later...

Got a surprise msg from Alvin... we arranged to have dinner... been a really looong time since we met... went to this 'whatever' place in Chiatown for dinner... it's a pretty cool vegetarian place... with organic rice and stuff... It was pretty fun... good time catching up and all... (the last time we met and talked was like erm... my granny's funeral last year...) took a nice walk through Chinatown and saw some mid autumn fest street deco... this was a good meet-up... this is one guy I can really talk to... about anything... friends for almost 9 years?

An accomplishment: Clocked at least 90 mins of walking time today.

Still I await... I'm supposed to trust myself...
Trust myself to do what my heart wants... or
Trust myself to do what my ego says...
My ego's really hurt...
hurt BAD... hurt REAL DEEP...
only you can repair the hurt...
Will you or are you WILLing to?

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