Random Thoughts
It's only 8 plus and I'm dreading everything that's going on...
Just realized that all my entries so far are soooo negative. This won't be very much different. Here's where I can possibly rationalize a bit with myself, without going to extremities...
1) Still toying with the idea of sending a really long note to a friend to 'clear-up' stuff and to get it out of my system once and for all... (only tried to sleep at 1 am last night... but unfortunately probably didn't fall asleep till close to dawn... all because of you... damn... I should really hate you... but I still don't... excerpts of the supposed letter, prob nvr to be sent will most prob appear in bits over the nxt couple of weeks... months...) I've been toying with the idea for months already!... Look where I've ended up?
2) Some classes are to be pitied... these people do not know what they're doing and just by being stupid, they waste so much possible 'learning time'... poor kids... (they've no idea what they're missing in life)
3) I asked my class to write a reflection in their journal about 2 of 3 issues in the Newspaper about a week ago. So many of them addressed the issue of African children starving... then it really struck me... I would like to do what I did in Vietnam (Dec 2004) and Camodia (June 2005) again! if possible, even on a full time basis!
4) In order to do point 3, I a) need to be strong, b) should have good PR skills - to ask for donations and long term commitment from biznesses and Cos. c) should not have anything tying me down to Singapore d) must be independent - of course unless I find partners having the same passion.
It's only 8 plus and I'm dreading everything that's going on...
Just realized that all my entries so far are soooo negative. This won't be very much different. Here's where I can possibly rationalize a bit with myself, without going to extremities...
1) Still toying with the idea of sending a really long note to a friend to 'clear-up' stuff and to get it out of my system once and for all... (only tried to sleep at 1 am last night... but unfortunately probably didn't fall asleep till close to dawn... all because of you... damn... I should really hate you... but I still don't... excerpts of the supposed letter, prob nvr to be sent will most prob appear in bits over the nxt couple of weeks... months...) I've been toying with the idea for months already!... Look where I've ended up?
2) Some classes are to be pitied... these people do not know what they're doing and just by being stupid, they waste so much possible 'learning time'... poor kids... (they've no idea what they're missing in life)
3) I asked my class to write a reflection in their journal about 2 of 3 issues in the Newspaper about a week ago. So many of them addressed the issue of African children starving... then it really struck me... I would like to do what I did in Vietnam (Dec 2004) and Camodia (June 2005) again! if possible, even on a full time basis!
4) In order to do point 3, I a) need to be strong, b) should have good PR skills - to ask for donations and long term commitment from biznesses and Cos. c) should not have anything tying me down to Singapore d) must be independent - of course unless I find partners having the same passion.
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