One down... ONE more to GO...

It's been a tiring week...

Started off with School band prac on Tues...
Followed by my being there @ NAFA WE perf on wed... the E Watson work sounded pretty much like Melilo's After the Storm and Speech of Angels... is tht any surprise - since it's entitled "The Wind"?
continued with SWS prac on Thurs - I seriously have no idea what I was thinking when I agreed to help...
Fri was school prac, then NIE prac...
Completed one Concert yesterday... - The performance was pretty good, but LOUD. I just feel that I was a huge let-down... So sad... just couldn't get all the exposed parts right! Argh... Have i been too complacent? - tht's why I really don't think I should have been complimented for my playing any time in my life! I really let myself down...
One more concert later...

and then... perhaps, it'll be good riddance...?

I'll probably realise how tired I actually am... when everything finishes... tonight... (i know this sounds so negatively final... but i'll be glad that this week was over...!)

I think there is a great need for everyone to be really rational... It's IMPORTANT.
I know I 've blown my fuse many times... perhaps, it's time to just take a back seat, breathe... breathe deep... rationalise, then comment, spew, scold. A fast-paced society doesn't warrant shorter fuses... where is the humanity?